I always want to write a post that completely sums up how I am feeling/my life right now; but I have realised that this isn’t possible because most of the feeling that I have are contradictory to one another in some way and I have found I can only focus and actually think and write about one aspect of my life at a time.
One of the most prominent things to have gone through a big change in the last year or so is my love life.
A few drinks and a catch up down the pub with Jack, got to listen to Nuala sing, had a strange conversation with Scully about weed and another with Zach about throwing chairs. Overall a good evening :) now sleeeeeeeeep.
Now that my brother is growing up and is more in the same sort of age range as me I feel like we just get on easier.
It’s not like we didn’t get on before, in fact the only time I can remember ever sort of arguing is when I first hit puberty and got really over emotional all the time and would get annoyed with him easily. Other than that we’ve always got on fine. It’s just now we tend to talk more and have more in common. He’s got quite a cool sense of style and does kick boxing and plays guitar and writes his own songs and has good taste in music; he’s been trying to stay off the XBox a bit more lately. It makes me feel comfortable when I can here him playing his guitar in his room and sometimes the odd bit of singing coming through the ceiling. He’s amazing with Isaac, I sometimes feel bad that I made him an uncle so young, but I think if he ever has kids he will be a brilliant father because of the experience he has now. This is not meant to sound weird and incest-y, but he’s the kind of guy that I would quite like to meet and date, but obviously an older, un-related version. It just feels more comfortable now to be around him and it’s lovely.